~

Sometimes I feel, I want to be reborn.. to recover the time with people, and to fight for what I like, but I've never had the opportunity to learn what I like..
 I'm really sad .. Maybe I should stop fighting? Maybe I should throw in the towel? Do not know what to do right now.
 My heart tells me to fight for what I like, and I've loved all my life. My mind tells me I have to be realistic, there are people much better than I...

 I think now is too late to fulfill the dreams.. It sounds contradictory if I say, I want to keep fighting..
 But I do not want, is that when I become old, I repent for failing to fight..

~

Hello! How are you? ~
 Mmm .. I really do not know where to start u__u
 Sorry for my bad English.. :(
 Sometimes I have to use the translator, LOLZ!

 Ow .. I really am very nervous!
 I'm trying to do my best :)
 Every day rehearsing..
 I do not care, if that I can improve.

 I disobeyed some rules (no prolonged or heavy exercise), tomorrow, I have a test with the doctor (a review every 3 months. Having had cancer for two years) D: ~

 I know that  I do not well, I know.
 But I have to struggle more than others, I have advantages that others do have, I must make a greater effort.

 Aww ~ you must fight for your dreams!
 At least when you get old, you will be proud to be the best of you ;)
 I promise!! :)